Friday, February 8

In Honor


Once again, I've sort of fell of the face of the blogging world. What can I say? Life happens. All the time life is happening around us, and sometimes we just need a break from it all. A break from worrying about what's going on around us, so we can focus on what is going on within us. These last two weeks have been... hard. One of my best friends left school for the semester so she could do just as I said... focus on what's going on within her. As glad as I am that she is doing what is right for her, I truly am, I am also sad for me. I miss her. These weeks without her have been long and hard, but they are also strengthening me. I know that in a few years time I will look back on this post and realize how silly I was, "If I had only known what was in store for me," I'll think. But in this moment, I don't know what's in store for me. I don't know what God wants to teach me through this hard time, but I am confident that I will be taught something. The situation I'm in will not be in vain. 
And in case you're reading, Reb: I miss you. Even if you don't think I do. I cannot wait to hear later about all that God is doing within you. I can find a way to put my selfishness aside right now, and leave you to do what you need to do. Even if that means our friendship is put on a temporary hold. I luh you.